One More Fix

I’m lying here next to you,
been day drinking again.
And I’m afraid of touching you –
unlike all your other men.
For my own good, you’re ignoring me,
keep pushing me away.
You drive me insane anyhow,
so please just let me play.
Scratch me, bite me, break my heart;
baby, make me bleed.
Everybody’s hurting baby;
a fix is what I need.

Your hips are trembling in my hands;
let me taste your lust.
Tell me what I want to hear,
lie to me if you must.
You take more than you give back,
that’s how addictions go.
Let me have you one more time –
forget everything I know.
Scratch me, bite me, break my heart;
baby, make me bleed.
Everybody’s hurting baby;
a fix is what I need

One day, you’ll be a memory –
a painful one, indeed.
One day, I will sober up –
a life, lived bittersweet.
One day, I will get over you,
get unstuck from reverse.
One day, I’ll get what I deserve,
for better or for worse.

I’m lying here next to you,
been day drinking again.
And I’m afraid of touching you –
unlike all your other men.
You take more than you give back,
that’s how addictions go.
Let me have you one more time –
forget everything I know.
Scratch me, bite me, break my heart;
baby, make me bleed.
Everybody’s hurting baby;
a fix is what I need… one more time.

 

(Song Lyrics – Vienna & Memmingen, August 2017)

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